snapping AGAIN!!!

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Nothing to Post

So..

Snap a Pic~~
Its a Black Day 4 Mad!!!

wuahaha~~

(sorry.. sleeping too much kinda damage my brain n sense of humor.. =.=)

p/s. i love you

this and everything else.....

Had a weird dream few nights before...
I juz cant remember wads the dream about... lol..
Well.. short term memory.. 24 hours most... XD.. just kid =.=

Anyway...
let's talk about break up.. shall we..
(some may go "urghhh.. who wana hear about her break up thing".. well just blahh then.. its my freaking blog~~~... i'll write wad i like.. XP )
n' sorry.. the upper part of this blog juz doesnt seem to relates wif this topic..
arrgh.. who cares..'

1st break up....
i remember it sounded sumthing like this

"OMG.. how am i going to survive this break up.. oh god.. im dying from this ultra torturing heart breaking... im just fifteen.. is this the end of my life??... oh god~~~ "

yea.. it sounds quite stupid.. but tats the reality... typical 1st time break up..
and wads worst...
some had been calling asking if the whole thing they heard about my break up is true...
oh yes.. god damn its true..
telling them " im so over him".. hang up.. telling myself "ok.. i nid new love~~~ "...lol
@.@ ....



2nd break up
He's my buddy n my problem listener...

I didn't actually have to go through those nose reddish moment with tears falling...
He's super nice..
lol..
thank u for still being by my side even for now
my awesome buddy...
n i love the the song album u gave me!!!



3rd break up
it ended this way
A "sumthing's wrong wif us"
B "oh yeah.. so.. shud we break up?"
A "yea.. mayb"
B "ok"

im B.. yea.. like to act cool.. and bla bla..~~
=.=
falling apart rite after the conversation..
sms'ing my friend.. saying "i think i juz break up.. n this time its for real.. huhuhu~"... =.=
can't stop myself from holding back the tears..
I did call my "problem listener".. n get scold after tat.. "stop crying for a guy like tat.. if u still like him.. call him back.. if not.. don't cry.. or i'll hang up".. well.. i hang up before he did.. all i nid is a shoulder to lean on.. not a smack on the face... bt i realize he's right..
Anyhow, i did the most stupid thing a girl can ever done.. asking A" shall i wait for u?"..
n he said " i think its impossible for us to be together anymore"
crap that.. y did i do tat... =.=
but thanks to those words..
it took me "only" a month or two to get over with it..
my friends.. yt n yx.. has always been by my side those moment.. thanks to them.. the pain seems to ease much..
n SPM is just a few weeks away.. bt i guess things turn out right.. cuz i started push away those sad thought by studying hard...
hehe.. he's one of the most gentleman i've ever met.. any girl will b lucky to b with him.. >.<
Its over for me now.. bt.. well i dont want to talk much about it.. =)



4th break up (not yet happen)
Well.. i just wish it wont happen..
Cuz ...i love u much.. XD




The End~~~~

p/s. i know i sounded pretty annoying in this post.. plz forgive if i've offended any of u... ^^ its juz about my break up experience.. ntg much

Moral Lecture.. oopps!!!

update!!!!
phew.. i was too frustated wif online world recently.. that i make a vow keeping myself away from msn n blogs for few months..
Its a record!!!
However.. sumthin happened that urge me to write it in this blog.. thou nobody seems to b likely drop by..
My moral lecturer.. lovely Miss Rani has containminated my innocent mind by accidentaly put on "pornographic video" during lecture class... LOL..
Im so dissapointed wif u... Miss... haha..
Anyway... i believe tat it wasnt ur fault as u mention about ur laptop was sent to service few days ago... still.... hmmm... the 3 sec "bj" shot has bcum a hot topic now.. lmao...
Ok.. better end this topic.. aarrghh.. a girl like me shudnt b expose to those kind of stuff yet... =.=


P.s: My baybee's birthday is juz around d corner.. i really dunno wad to buy as a present...

damn

damn... wads d hell wrong with u...

password....

the reason y i seems to abondoned this blog for months..
aint cuz im bz o wad.. its bcuz i forgot my password... =.=

An unfortunate but sweet event...

3rd, September 2009

7.00pm sumthing
i was arguing wif boyfriend..
well.. its a usual fight tat lead us 2 a few hours of break up...

8.00pm
He told me to wait him for 2 hours..
I was wondering what he was up 2..
I knew he is going 2 Ipoh ( as d onli thing tat wil took 2 hours is going 2 ipoh.. =.=)
But had no clue wad he went for..

9.45pm
I received a call from him..
bf : dear... my car rosak.. =.=
me: wad?!.. where r u now???..
bf: at d roadside heading back 2 kampar...
me: errrr... okay~~
Well.. funny him.. really make me worry.. thinking of him alone.. standing on d roadside
He told me not to worry.. as he try for a few minutes to start d engine again..

10.00pm
Ringing bf...
me: Can ur car start now?
bf: no.. =(

10.15pm
Ringing him again
me: stil cant?.. do u wan me 2 get help from friend?
bf: nvm..
=.=

10.30pm
Ring Ring~~
bf: tow truck is here.. n im coming home now..
=.=

11.15pm
bf: im reaching westlake ady..
me: ok ok..

Rushing downstair 2 wait for him..
Saw a tow truck stop in front of our house..
With him holding a bouquet of roses...
LOL..
The scene that night...
Funny.. n so sweet at the same time...
I was deeply falling in love with this boyfriend of mine again...


Fortunately, we're still belong to each other..
Unfortunately, the car repair cost him rm2000.. =.=

I Love Mun~~~~~
My baby dear...

photos will be uploaded soon

Mom's saying.....

Mom always tells me..
If you wan't to cry over a guy..
You can only cry for 3 days the most...
After that... Its time to wipe away your tears...
Cause it's not worth it....